Wednesday, April 15, 2009

mike

a brother, my brother, kimba's brother,
a son, mom & dad's son
a cousin, a cousin to many many many
a nephew, a nephew to maaannyyy more
a friend, a friend to many more

im angry, confused, upset, sad, vengeful
im many things right now

can't stop wondering what his last moments were like
a second before the car hit him
or a minute before the car hit him
can't stop wondering.
can't stop wondering why the car,
why the driver had to speed wrecklessly,
can't stop wondering why the car had to veer off the road & go up to the pedestrians side
can't stop wondering
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can't stop wondering what the driver of the vehcile felt like at that moment
can't stop wondering why the driver never bothered to come back and check up on mike after it all happened
can't stop wondering what it will feel like when i finally meet the driver because i intend to
can't stop wondering why the police let him go
can't stop wondering if mike was in pain during his last moments
can't stop wondering if he was thinking about us during his last moments
can't stop wondering how mom & dad feel for the loss of their last kid
can't stop wondering
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