frustration
and i just cannot fuckin understand
why and how and mostly why
you have to start a conversation with
..."i can't do this, i can't do that.....
i can't i can't i can't i can't i can't i can't
no this no that no this no that
" it's just fucking depressing.....
where is the confidence?
where is the assertion?
in your words in your mind?
where is the will?
where is it?where is it?where is it?
where did it go?
amongst all the things that bother me
this bothers me the most,
worries me the most,
turns me off!!
assertion
will
will power (cliche)
i expect you to drive yourself
to steer the wheel
drive THIS! in every sense of the word.
angry
with no reason really
a conspiracy
you think everything is
like a drug - the negativity
draining
it is draining me.
killing me.
don't you see it?
don't you get it?
don't you love yourself?
get out of it
or i will smack it out of you!
life's a bitch! DEAL!
