Wednesday, January 18, 2012

my muse

everything is swell,
all is going so well,
i can even say i have it all,
but,
one dark thingy lurks,
it threatens to destroy all the good things,

and this one time,
i am not in control,
i can do nothing,
i can say nothing,
they want my life,
they want our life,
they will do anything,
they will say anything,
do  not listen,
don't let them win,

i never listened,
i should have listened to you,
i was selfish,
i thought i knew it all,
i never listened,
now here we are,
i am sorry,
i seek pardon,
forgive us,

is it too late,
is this the end,
am i dead...,
are you dead...,
don't let them win,
don't give in to them,
don't give in to their demands
don't give in to your fears,
your demons,

give in to me,
give in to my wisdom,
give in to my soul,
let me have your soul,

i am your fuel,
i am your heaven,
i am your hell,
i am your peace,
i am your downfall,
i am your everything,
you are my everything,

the seed,
your seed,
my seed,
our seed,
it grows,

let us sow 
let us reap what we sow,
let us look back,
let us look back and laugh at them,
laugh at us,
let us look back only to learn from it,

you are my muse.